It was Focus... then Distracted..

Seriously,

give me a break.....

I already had my breaks..... two weeks, without doing anything..

Then, why am I still so dazed???

Come on girl, focus....... You still need the results....
OH.MY FUCK.LORD

I still need the results!!!! and here I am, complaining, complaining...

Yes, whiners are for losers....

and who's the one whining ?

who's the one complaining?

who's the biggest loser now? (its a rhetorical question, mind you)

and she's still typing away...

Snap out of it already! Screw my messed up thoughts....

I'm still shock at the fact that I really need the results..... cause I have no where to go without it...

oh SHIATE... great..




sometimes, I secretly wished that I was a nerd.. then I would get stuck in this bloody situation...

and I admit, that Facebook.... is one of man's greatest creation....and also the Mother of All Distractions...bloody hell..

Speaking about self control, even you have the self control of a Saint, I doubt you will resist checking the updates.... even Gandhi, (I bet) cannot resist the temptation of Facebook... Probably, he'll be more into groups like "Feed a Child with a click", " Hunger strike"...

Seriously, everytime I tell myself not to go on Facebook.. I end up scrolling through the updates for 4 hours.. it's like my mind have develop this msg.. " Check Facebook" ...

sometimes, when I reli felt that I have the self control.. when I have the sudden urge to study.. (YA.. study...wow.. this happens.. rarely.. but still it happens lah)... once I see my email spammed with facebook email.. eventhough if its only one facebook email... or if I was in Facebook, finally decided to log out...suddenly, the red little thing called "notification" pops out...

all hell broke loose.... the scrolling and spamming, and replying fiesta comes.. automatically...

see?? HOW TO CONTROL LAH!!??

like just now, after I just wrote "I'm swearing facebook for two weeks" on my wall, I was going to log out.. but end up.. scrolling here and there to see the updates.. Thank god, I was still in touch with my conscience... and managed to get the hell out of there as quickly as possible....... and ended up wasting my time typing all this things out...... What.the.heck.....

and now.. after all this...

I'm going to sleep..

so.. beside facebooking, and blogging.. I did practically .. NOTHING....