Guess what?

I'M MOVING!!!

to Tumblr.



Yes, I know... Tumblr is the new hype (for quite some time).. and I have (finally) decided to conform myself to society by following this blogging trend...

and also because, I don really have much time to update a blog post (and having plague with frequent writer's block).. I feel that posting a picture, or a quote.. and nothing but just randomly thoughts which does not require much elaboration is a waste of space in blogger to me....

and blogger takes a longer time to load compare to tumblr...


and tumblr themes are much more cooler than blogger.. (I'm starting to be bias already)

well, there's pros and cons....

So yeah....

So here's my home....

  http://see-me-fly-so-high.tumblr.com

Happpyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy BURFDAY!

Today, is a very special day......

maybe not so special day for some of you.. (maybe most of you)

But it's a special day for one person.... which makes it a special day for ME!!..


 AND IT'S.............................

BEAR'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is your special day!!!!!!!!!! and I hope you feel special today!!!! Because today is also our king's birthday!!!! So it makes you more special!!!!!

I'll promise when you come back, I'll make it up to you... and we'll compensate all the days that we are not together in that few days k??

2 months to go.....

Sooo....

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY DEAR!!!! 

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! <3 <3

Pre-wash and wash.

After nearly a year living here, I never knew....


until today...

until the last week in Penang,

until the final wash,

I just realised...

I've been washing my clothes with softener and not detergent. 

WHAT. THE.......................

Distract, Divide and Conquer

*gasps*.. How long is too long????




Anyway... Finals..are finally around the corner...


Corner as in.. THIS TUESDAY..

And yes... If I passed, Dublin it is..

 if I failed.. Re-sitting of paper..... which nobody wants..

Well.. let's assume I will pass so that everybody can be thrilled of the idea of me going to Dublin..


(not like you care)...


You know, funny things about exams....are


you get more interested in world history and other stuffs rather than the core subject...




Good luck!

PS. After exams, I promise to manage this pathetic site more often...


(I love bear bear)

So many things, So little time.

I have................

TUTORIALS




CHAPTER 1 FOR THE  REVIEW PROJECT




SUMMATIVE TESTS... (yes, testS)



AND MID TERM....

all happening this month. 

What I need, really really need is...................

PLANNING.

Psss... I love Bear.

Study, Songs and Slack-mentation

I have tutorial for Nervous System, tutorial for Excretory System, tutorial for Cardiovascular System, tutorial for Immune System and notes for Immune system to be completed. and YET.. I'm just on Youtube, youtubing videos and videos and videos... ahhh.. The act of procrastination.... It's filled with joy and guilt.. You don't even know which one to side...

Anyway.. as I was saying, I was youtubing right??  I came across this song from the recent chinese movie "Shaolin" .. starred by Andy Lau, Nicholas Tze and Jackie Chan.. Well.. I don't usually post lyrics up here.. but I just have to share this lyric..because I think it's very meaningful.. plus the so melancholic melody of this song.. it's nice la... Well.. to sum it up...it's worth reading this lyrics and listening to this song..not to mention singing along with it (hehe) .. unless... ya.. if you are not very into those sad but very-inspiring song.. then.. sorry lah..

The lyrics are in chinese but translated into English and also there's pronunciation if you are illiterate in chinese and or partially illiterate in chinese because during school days you think you are too cool for chinese subject..
Oh, credits to キッキマヨ who translated those lyrics. Here's the original page.

悟 wu Awakening/Enlightenment

无量心 生福报 无极限 

wu liang xin sheng fu bao wu ji xian

An unconditional heart brings great blessings with no boundary

无极限 生息息 爱相连 

wu ji xian sheng xi xi ai xiang lian 

Without boundaries, our fragile lives are all connected through love

为何君视而不见 规矩定方圆

wei he jun shi er bu jian gui ju ding fang yuan 

Why do you turn a blind eye and let yourselves be restricted by the status quo?

(规矩定方圆: literal meaning, the law/rule/custom decides what is square and what is round)

悟性 悟觉 悟空 心甘情愿

wu xing wu jue wu kong xin gan qing yuan

Willingly, I finally come to my senses to realize my character and my emptiness

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放下 颠倒梦想 放下云烟

fang xia dian dao meng xiang fang xia yun yan

Let go of your inverted dreams, let go of the things which will one day fade away

放下 空欲色 放下悬念 

fang xia kong yu se fang xia xuan nian

Let go of your leisure, desire, pleasure, and let go of suspense

多一物 却添了 太多危险

duo yi wu que tian le tai duo wei xian With one more thing in hand, more danger will follow

少一物 贪嗔痴 会少一点

shao yi wu tan chen chi hui shao yi dian

With less things, greed will lessen as well

若是缘 再苦味也是甜

ruo shi yuan zai ku wei ye shi tian 

If this is fate, no matter how bitter life can be you are always contented

(something like the saying, when life gives you lemons make lemonade out of it)

若无缘 藏爱 在心田

ruo wu yuan cang ai zai xin tian

Yet if it isn’t, just bury this love in your heart

尘世 藕断还丝连 回首一瞬间

chen shi ou duan hai si lian hui shou yi shun jian

In this live of ours, everything’s interconnected, and it takes only a split second to look back

(藕断丝连: literal meaning, when the lotus root breaks there are still a lot of silk threads connecting the two broken pieces. When you want to get rid of something, in this case it’s your past, it’s not that easy because there are evidences of your life before, just like those “silk threads”)

种颗善因 陪你走好每一天

zhong ke shan yin pei ni zou hao mei yi tian

Let me plant a seed of good will and walk down this road of life together with you

---

唯有 心无挂碍 成就大愿

wei you xin wu gua ai cheng jiu da yuan

Only someone whose heart is not bounded can accomplish great things

唯有 心无故 妙不可言

wei you xin wu gu miao bu ke yan

Only someone whose heart does not have a story is indigenous above all

(because, everyone has a story of their own, it’s very rare for someone to not have a story)

算天算地 算尽了 从前

suan tian suan di suan jin liao cong qian

I’ve considered heaven and earth, and I’ve considered everything from my past

(算: literal meaning, count)

算不出 生死 会在哪一天

suan bu chu sheng si hui zai na yi tian

Yet I still cannot make out the days of life and death

勿生恨 点化虚空的眼

wu sheng hen dian hua xu kong de yan

Do not hate your eyes which deceive you

勿生怨 欢喜 不遥远

wu sheng yuan huan xi bu yao yuan

Do not resent, for happiness is not far away

缠绕 欲望的思念 善恶一瞬间

chan rao yu wang de si nian shan e yi shun jian

As thoughts are built around your desires, it only takes a split second to decide between good and evil

心怀忏悔 陪你走好每一天

xin huai can hui pei ni zou hao mei yi tian

With a heart of repentance, let me walk down this road of life together with you

---

再牢的谎言 却逃不过天眼

zai lao de huang yan que tao bu guo tian yan

No matter how firm your lies may be, they cannot escape the eyes of God

明日之前 心流离更远

ming ri zhi qian xin liu li geng yuan

Before dawn, your heart is being dragged further away

浮云霎那间 障眼 人心渐离间

fu yun sha na jian zhang yan ren xin jian li jian

As the clouds are able to blind our eyes in an instant, so do human hearts change

集苦连连 不断的出现

ji ku lian lian bu duan de chu xian

Bitterness have been accumulated since long before, and is bound to keep coming

---

无量心 生福报 无极限

wu liang xin sheng fu bao wu ji xian

An unconditional heart brings great blessings with no boundary

无极限 生息息 爱相连 

wu ji xian sheng xi xi ai xiang lian 

Without boundaries, our fragile lives are all connected through love

凡人却视而不见 规矩定方圆

fan ren que shi er bu jian gui ju ding fang yuan

Yet human beings turn a blind eye and let themselves be restricted by the status quo

悟性 悟觉 悟空 心甘情愿

wu xing wu jue wu kong xin gan qing yuan

Willingly, I finally come to my senses to realize my character and my emptiness

简简单单 陪你走好每一天

jian jian dan dan pei ni zou hao mei yi tian

In pure simplicity, let me walk down this road of life together with you

Ok ..... if you replay it 10 times.. it's boring edi..

P.s Love you Bear

CNY

or in longer words, Chinese New Year...

is an annual season of sore throats and diarrhea.

Well.. the fact that you consume buckets, containers, boxes of potential sore throat inducer food during  CNY like:
1. Groundnuts ( your famous Kacang Ngan Yin and Kacang Pemancing..)
2. Pistachio (known as Happy Fruit in chinese... eat and u will feel happy and keep on eating)
3 CNY Biscuits
4. Bak gua 
5. Your CNY kuih


and for the diarrhea thing.... what's the food that causes this to happen?
- your very good friend.. the mandarin orange...
the fact that if u are like me.. who finishes boxes and boxes of mandarin orange... u will FOR SURE.. I GUARANTEE YOU... be in the toilet... cursing.

My deepest apologies if I just killed off your CNY mood.. but it's true..

Anyway.. CNY is once in a year... so why not just enjoy the food ,  eat as much as u can.. and u can shit as much as u can after that and then ... continue on with your normal life.

and it's better to get sick during the holidays.. because... if u get sick during normal working or school day.. u have to get an mc.. replace classes.. catch up with school work and home work.. skipped school.. rush thru ur report.... So troublesome..

So, Happy Chinese New Year!

P.s I love my Bwear ..