If I were a boy, I don't think you could understand....

You know, eventually everybody will come to a point where they wish there was a "rewind" or "undo" button that can take them back to the past... in fact, I think not only we'll come to only one point, but many points that we always pull out the "what if" question.. We'll always think about the two road that diverged in the wood, that lousy poem that made us go pondering about the other road that wasn't taken...

I think that's everybody's guilty pleasure.. fantasizing about changing the past.. I actually spend most of my time doing that.. not that I regret living my life.

Well, it's not a crime actually.. I mean it's fun though.. maybe to some people, they keep regretting about the choices they made... I don't regret, but what will it be like to not choose this path but instead the other...It's not  wrong... I have no second thoughts and I'm not reliving my past or anything.. just some guilty pleasure..if you have a problem, then it's your problem.. go fuck some one...


Ok let's make a list... everybody loves to make a list..

If I had to start again, what would I do.

1. Firstly, if I have the chance.. I would ask God to change me into a boy...why? because you can do a lot of head banging extreme stuff...like
2. I would take up skateboarding, then I'll go participate in the Asian X games.. and win.. bahahaha
3. I would learn freestyle BMX, and participate in Asian X games... and win again... oh I'm so great.. bahahaha
( well, I know, girls can do it too....but when I was a lil girl, I'm so afraid of pain..if I were a boy, I would go, fuck the pain, give me some game.. )
4. I would go crazy on Dota, Warcraft, Counter strike, Left 4 dead, Need for speed, Dead or Alive.. then I would participate in the World Cyber Games.... and win... again..... oh yeah, I'm awesome.. bahahaha
(not that being a girl , I can't do any of this.. but so far, girls have much more self control)
5. I would do breakdancing... and break a leg.. or an arm.. better still my neck..
(not that being a girl I can't do this, but I'll have more courage)
6. I would want to try parkour.. (what is parkour?  google it).... not pak tor k...... tat's totally different.
7. I would really really go and join the army... ( too bad, I'm a girl and I hate marching)
8. I would start a boy band and go slam my jam like some Sum 41 dude head..
9. I would try marijuana and cocaine.... (that's why, I'm a girl... )
10. I would really love physic
11. and end up being a engineer
12. or I would be the first person to invent the time machine
13. I would like computer and technology
14. and end up being a hacker
15. and I will hack the national security of some country...or better still.. my country..
16. I would love photography and get myself a DSLR.. (not that I hate it.. but if I were a boy, I would have more passion to go for it)
17. I would have ran away from home.... and explore the world on my own.. ( because I have the courage ... hah!) ... but to get the money to do that... I have no idea... O_O..
18. Medicine would never be my top priority unless someone in the family die (touchwood)
19. I would hate Edward Cullen
20. My room wouldn't be PINK.. for hell's sake... ( not that I'm loving pink now.. it's just that my mum confuse Purple and Pink.. and mad my rooom into some easter bunny hell hole)...

Well, if I were a boy..