Guess what?

I'M MOVING!!!

to Tumblr.



Yes, I know... Tumblr is the new hype (for quite some time).. and I have (finally) decided to conform myself to society by following this blogging trend...

and also because, I don really have much time to update a blog post (and having plague with frequent writer's block).. I feel that posting a picture, or a quote.. and nothing but just randomly thoughts which does not require much elaboration is a waste of space in blogger to me....

and blogger takes a longer time to load compare to tumblr...


and tumblr themes are much more cooler than blogger.. (I'm starting to be bias already)

well, there's pros and cons....

So yeah....

So here's my home....

  http://see-me-fly-so-high.tumblr.com

Happpyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy BURFDAY!

Today, is a very special day......

maybe not so special day for some of you.. (maybe most of you)

But it's a special day for one person.... which makes it a special day for ME!!..


 AND IT'S.............................

BEAR'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is your special day!!!!!!!!!! and I hope you feel special today!!!! Because today is also our king's birthday!!!! So it makes you more special!!!!!

I'll promise when you come back, I'll make it up to you... and we'll compensate all the days that we are not together in that few days k??

2 months to go.....

Sooo....

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY DEAR!!!! 

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! <3 <3

Pre-wash and wash.

After nearly a year living here, I never knew....


until today...

until the last week in Penang,

until the final wash,

I just realised...

I've been washing my clothes with softener and not detergent. 

WHAT. THE.......................

Distract, Divide and Conquer

*gasps*.. How long is too long????




Anyway... Finals..are finally around the corner...


Corner as in.. THIS TUESDAY..

And yes... If I passed, Dublin it is..

 if I failed.. Re-sitting of paper..... which nobody wants..

Well.. let's assume I will pass so that everybody can be thrilled of the idea of me going to Dublin..


(not like you care)...


You know, funny things about exams....are


you get more interested in world history and other stuffs rather than the core subject...




Good luck!

PS. After exams, I promise to manage this pathetic site more often...


(I love bear bear)

So many things, So little time.

I have................

TUTORIALS




CHAPTER 1 FOR THE  REVIEW PROJECT




SUMMATIVE TESTS... (yes, testS)



AND MID TERM....

all happening this month. 

What I need, really really need is...................

PLANNING.

Psss... I love Bear.

Study, Songs and Slack-mentation

I have tutorial for Nervous System, tutorial for Excretory System, tutorial for Cardiovascular System, tutorial for Immune System and notes for Immune system to be completed. and YET.. I'm just on Youtube, youtubing videos and videos and videos... ahhh.. The act of procrastination.... It's filled with joy and guilt.. You don't even know which one to side...

Anyway.. as I was saying, I was youtubing right??  I came across this song from the recent chinese movie "Shaolin" .. starred by Andy Lau, Nicholas Tze and Jackie Chan.. Well.. I don't usually post lyrics up here.. but I just have to share this lyric..because I think it's very meaningful.. plus the so melancholic melody of this song.. it's nice la... Well.. to sum it up...it's worth reading this lyrics and listening to this song..not to mention singing along with it (hehe) .. unless... ya.. if you are not very into those sad but very-inspiring song.. then.. sorry lah..

The lyrics are in chinese but translated into English and also there's pronunciation if you are illiterate in chinese and or partially illiterate in chinese because during school days you think you are too cool for chinese subject..
Oh, credits to キッキマヨ who translated those lyrics. Here's the original page.

悟 wu Awakening/Enlightenment

无量心 生福报 无极限 

wu liang xin sheng fu bao wu ji xian

An unconditional heart brings great blessings with no boundary

无极限 生息息 爱相连 

wu ji xian sheng xi xi ai xiang lian 

Without boundaries, our fragile lives are all connected through love

为何君视而不见 规矩定方圆

wei he jun shi er bu jian gui ju ding fang yuan 

Why do you turn a blind eye and let yourselves be restricted by the status quo?

(规矩定方圆: literal meaning, the law/rule/custom decides what is square and what is round)

悟性 悟觉 悟空 心甘情愿

wu xing wu jue wu kong xin gan qing yuan

Willingly, I finally come to my senses to realize my character and my emptiness

---

放下 颠倒梦想 放下云烟

fang xia dian dao meng xiang fang xia yun yan

Let go of your inverted dreams, let go of the things which will one day fade away

放下 空欲色 放下悬念 

fang xia kong yu se fang xia xuan nian

Let go of your leisure, desire, pleasure, and let go of suspense

多一物 却添了 太多危险

duo yi wu que tian le tai duo wei xian With one more thing in hand, more danger will follow

少一物 贪嗔痴 会少一点

shao yi wu tan chen chi hui shao yi dian

With less things, greed will lessen as well

若是缘 再苦味也是甜

ruo shi yuan zai ku wei ye shi tian 

If this is fate, no matter how bitter life can be you are always contented

(something like the saying, when life gives you lemons make lemonade out of it)

若无缘 藏爱 在心田

ruo wu yuan cang ai zai xin tian

Yet if it isn’t, just bury this love in your heart

尘世 藕断还丝连 回首一瞬间

chen shi ou duan hai si lian hui shou yi shun jian

In this live of ours, everything’s interconnected, and it takes only a split second to look back

(藕断丝连: literal meaning, when the lotus root breaks there are still a lot of silk threads connecting the two broken pieces. When you want to get rid of something, in this case it’s your past, it’s not that easy because there are evidences of your life before, just like those “silk threads”)

种颗善因 陪你走好每一天

zhong ke shan yin pei ni zou hao mei yi tian

Let me plant a seed of good will and walk down this road of life together with you

---

唯有 心无挂碍 成就大愿

wei you xin wu gua ai cheng jiu da yuan

Only someone whose heart is not bounded can accomplish great things

唯有 心无故 妙不可言

wei you xin wu gu miao bu ke yan

Only someone whose heart does not have a story is indigenous above all

(because, everyone has a story of their own, it’s very rare for someone to not have a story)

算天算地 算尽了 从前

suan tian suan di suan jin liao cong qian

I’ve considered heaven and earth, and I’ve considered everything from my past

(算: literal meaning, count)

算不出 生死 会在哪一天

suan bu chu sheng si hui zai na yi tian

Yet I still cannot make out the days of life and death

勿生恨 点化虚空的眼

wu sheng hen dian hua xu kong de yan

Do not hate your eyes which deceive you

勿生怨 欢喜 不遥远

wu sheng yuan huan xi bu yao yuan

Do not resent, for happiness is not far away

缠绕 欲望的思念 善恶一瞬间

chan rao yu wang de si nian shan e yi shun jian

As thoughts are built around your desires, it only takes a split second to decide between good and evil

心怀忏悔 陪你走好每一天

xin huai can hui pei ni zou hao mei yi tian

With a heart of repentance, let me walk down this road of life together with you

---

再牢的谎言 却逃不过天眼

zai lao de huang yan que tao bu guo tian yan

No matter how firm your lies may be, they cannot escape the eyes of God

明日之前 心流离更远

ming ri zhi qian xin liu li geng yuan

Before dawn, your heart is being dragged further away

浮云霎那间 障眼 人心渐离间

fu yun sha na jian zhang yan ren xin jian li jian

As the clouds are able to blind our eyes in an instant, so do human hearts change

集苦连连 不断的出现

ji ku lian lian bu duan de chu xian

Bitterness have been accumulated since long before, and is bound to keep coming

---

无量心 生福报 无极限

wu liang xin sheng fu bao wu ji xian

An unconditional heart brings great blessings with no boundary

无极限 生息息 爱相连 

wu ji xian sheng xi xi ai xiang lian 

Without boundaries, our fragile lives are all connected through love

凡人却视而不见 规矩定方圆

fan ren que shi er bu jian gui ju ding fang yuan

Yet human beings turn a blind eye and let themselves be restricted by the status quo

悟性 悟觉 悟空 心甘情愿

wu xing wu jue wu kong xin gan qing yuan

Willingly, I finally come to my senses to realize my character and my emptiness

简简单单 陪你走好每一天

jian jian dan dan pei ni zou hao mei yi tian

In pure simplicity, let me walk down this road of life together with you

Ok ..... if you replay it 10 times.. it's boring edi..

P.s Love you Bear

CNY

or in longer words, Chinese New Year...

is an annual season of sore throats and diarrhea.

Well.. the fact that you consume buckets, containers, boxes of potential sore throat inducer food during  CNY like:
1. Groundnuts ( your famous Kacang Ngan Yin and Kacang Pemancing..)
2. Pistachio (known as Happy Fruit in chinese... eat and u will feel happy and keep on eating)
3 CNY Biscuits
4. Bak gua 
5. Your CNY kuih


and for the diarrhea thing.... what's the food that causes this to happen?
- your very good friend.. the mandarin orange...
the fact that if u are like me.. who finishes boxes and boxes of mandarin orange... u will FOR SURE.. I GUARANTEE YOU... be in the toilet... cursing.

My deepest apologies if I just killed off your CNY mood.. but it's true..

Anyway.. CNY is once in a year... so why not just enjoy the food ,  eat as much as u can.. and u can shit as much as u can after that and then ... continue on with your normal life.

and it's better to get sick during the holidays.. because... if u get sick during normal working or school day.. u have to get an mc.. replace classes.. catch up with school work and home work.. skipped school.. rush thru ur report.... So troublesome..

So, Happy Chinese New Year!

P.s I love my Bwear ..

For MY information.....

EXAMS....

ARE...

OVERRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

or at least..... for this semester.....

well... holidays have just started.. might as well enjoy it to the max and start a whole new sem with a fresh mind.... woooooooooooooooooooooooo!

p.s I love bear.

Exams- Pass- DUBLIN

Arghh!! Finals!!!!!!! Next Week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Time to buck up..

  I'M GOING TO DUBLIN THIS YEAR!!!!!





&, will not re-sit any paper on August.....



I love Bear.

CHONG AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

New Chapter... Interesting nya....

Based on last year post, 2010.. wasn't actually another damn year.

Well, it started off like another damn year... but it ended with a different twist.

Well here's a recap of 2010

Starting of the year,
Sugar price was raised... well it was raised again during late 2010 together with petrol price.

Then.. I flew to Russia to study Med...... A wonderful experience..... I've finally seen Russia.. walk on its soil.. smell the air there.. See the people there... pleasant or unpleasant.. It was worth it.

met few wonderful people there...

Then, got an offer to PMC with twinning programme to Ireland.

Left Russia... with a heavy heart..

Ended up in PMC..

Highlight of the year.
-Fell in love.

Well.. never expected it to happen.. Seems impossible... but.. somehow... Love will find a way....
Life became different... Saw more things in a different way.. Learned how to love.

So.. here's 2011.. and I'm welcoming it with an open heart.. No more "just another damn year" because I know that it's going to be a year full of wonders, love and surprise....

So 2011.. .. Here I come!

From this year.. to forever... I love my bear!

Merry Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year..

Ho! Ho! Ho! Merry Christmas!!  Everybody's favourite festive season is here... Where Santa Claus and reindeers are still believed by kids all around the world..

Finally got a week off from lectures and tutorial.... but it doesn't mean that I can have a break.. because 2 weeks later is the semester final..... so basically.. this week off.. isn't jz a simple week off....more like a week of revision..

Anyway, I'm thankful enough to have this holiday because this time of the year is usually where all my family members come back and gather together to celebrate this event. Despite the religion difference in the family.. we still celebrate Christmas as a non-religious event.... So it's kinda cool in a way.. Bleh.. don wanna elaborate much...

but it still kinda suck because I have to be one week away from bear.... ahhh...

So, Merry Christmas to all... Away or at home... May the "force" be with you. ..... ahh..and a Happy New Year...

Love you Bear.

Apart,Inseparable

Hours, felt like days.
Days, felt like years.
We're trapped in screens,
we're tied to texts,
so far away,
five thousand miles apart,
inseparable in seconds,
Just wishing for a chance,
Just pondering for time to come.
When dreams are followed,
when hopes are reached,
till forever, we'll be together...

........and we'll go cupcake hunting too!..............

Love you Bear........

F-L-U-N-K-I-N-G ... for the first time.

I flunked Biology.

I FLUNKED BIOLOGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ya la.. no big deal lah if you are a hardcore in failing papers... or you have failed papers before.... I get it... but do you still remember the first paper you failed??? Cannot remember never mind...

THIS. is the FIRST PAPER.. that I've failed. in my whole entire life.. ok.. "current life".. for the last 19 years... ok no, for the last...... when did I start schooling ah? Fine, start from kindergarten till now... I've aced, I've averaged, I've passed, and I've borderline passed.....

Today. I failed.

I'm not sad, nor depressed....

Alah, anyway.. it's just mid-term. and it only contribute 5% marks to the final.

I just think that... This fail-fail thing... is like... something significant. You know? It's like.. Wow.. I failed Biology. This is the start... of the chronological events of  failing papers throughout my life....  If you failed once, you are bound to fail at least another time.. once, twice, many times... I don't know... depends on the amount of study you did.
 Of course, I do not wish to fail AGAIN.. who wants to la... But IF... I fail again.. at least.. it's not the first time.. because I failed Biology before what, so it won't be a huge shocking news.. or maybe it will.. but not as big as.... I FAILED MY PAPER FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!.. 

Oh ya.... but... my lecturer decided to give me 2 marks to pass.. because my assignment was ok..  So.... officially... I failed.. but pass because of my assignment. But let's just assume that I fail lah...

There's a first in everything right?? ;P


P.s I love bear. hehe.

Ever since, You came,

I love my family more,

I love my life more,

I love you more. 

& even more each day.

Just another routine.

I'm back in Ipoh for the weekend..

Not seeing my sis and family felt like weeks and weeks to me...

been in Penang for only 1 month.. but it felt like months and months to me...

Not updating this blog.. felt like years to me..

Not seeing my brother felt like a century to me...

Not seeing Bear.. felt like forever to me.. (excluding daily video calls)

Overall.. life is just ok.. great, good and bad..

Nothing much to talk about.. nothing much to share about..

because.. it's the same routine... I wake up. I go class. I come back. I napped. I eat. I study. I sleep.. (video calls are included, outings are occasionally)... take tat routine.. and X everyday.

That's what I've been doing ..

Groupmates are fine.. They're cool. except for 1 asshole in class .. fullstop. No elaboration needed..

Penang is still drowning with ambulance sounds, day and night. and midnight.....

not to mention, infested with noob stupid, brainless motorist and crazy drivers...

but beyond all that... it has THE BEST PENANG LAKSA THAT I'VE EVER TASTED... hell yeah.. it's so good that I had second round. no.. third actually. But I was too full to finish the third bowl.

So there.. a summary of one month.. in 10 minutes..

will update when necessary.


oh ya.

I still hate Penang.

P.s  I love you Bear.

Penang oh Penang......

TOMORROW... will be the 1st day of orientation..


TODAY.... is the 4th day I'm in Penang...

and I am not liking it...

Yeah well, it feels like I'm getting culture shock in my own country ... .. What the heck?!

Well, to sum it all up.. Penang.. is nothing. like Ipoh.

This whole island... is congested by everything with at least 2 wheels... Beca pun ada.....
It's like a mini Singapore... but way way way more disorganized..
The people are rude, impatient.. feel like shoving your fist down their throat everytime they speak...
Stupid drivers on the road, who shouldn't pass driving school...
Ridiculous motorist that zoom in and out, lawan arus, and still want to buka the big light... (hello brother, you're on my side of the road la, shine what shine.. You think I cannot shine?.. wait till I get a land rover and send you flying back home)

and I'm not gonna elaborate about the jam because I just did in the previous post...

And I find myself losing my temper more and more, day by day on the road..

1st day, I was cursing on the road,

2nd day, I was literally swearing... words that I've never heard before,


3rd day, I start giving the hand thing... not the finger but the hand...

Omg... I don't wanna be a  Penang-nites.... T_T.... I look like some pasar auntie selling fish......


THIS . MUST. NOT. GO ON....  Enough is enough....

I'm calm.... I'm serene........ I'm...... Jasmine...

I will not change myself for Penang, but I will change Penang for myself!! ( ok.. I was just joking about the last part)...

Anyway,  I'm orang Ipoh Mali.... I'M IPOHHHHH MALLLIII!!!! Not Penangnites...... So I'm going keep it that way.... Penang cannot! change me..

Yeah.. V^__^V

Why are we not moving?? Oh, traffic jam.. celaka.

I was supposed to be moving in TODAY..


but since Thursday is a holiday, so moving in on Thursday is much more convenient. Ok.. may be not .. I forgot about the terrible, horrible, hair-pulling, massively frustrating traffic jam in Penang..

You know, I'm just over exaggerating right?

But its true in a way, it's always jam in Penang.. ALWAYS..  plus the roads are very squeezy, and small.. of course la jam... One land rover can take up 2 lanes edi.. Now imagine one land rover breaking down in the middle of the road.. I tell you, the jam can pergi sampai the Juru tol gate area.. Seriously.... The island is WAY WAY WAY TOO overpopulated.. They trying to sink Penang like Atlantis izit??

So, Thursday is a holiday.. because the country finally declare Malaysia Day a holiday.. this year... I bet they got pressured so much by the people to make this day a holiday...  Well, I don't think this day will affect Penang... Who still want to balik kampung la??

Pergi satu hari, Jam satu hari... Then, say Hi & Bye, balik..  What's the damn point??  test driving the car on Penang bridge izit?

So maybe, the traffic won't be so so so freaking darn heavy... There will still be heavy traffic, but the road is mainly crowded by those overpopulated Penang people.

Stilll.... have to endure the jam... I hate traffic jam..

Why??
Because it consumes time, petrol, and your patience, and not to mention, being trapped for so long in the jam, can overheat you car you know..  That's why, everytime there's a jam, you can see one or two car by the road side with their front bonnet open... and few frustrated beings.. sometimes a bunch of frustrated families.. stranded at the road side..

Traffic jam... is not a good thing.

Eid Mubarak

I'm not gonna wish you all a Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, because in the previous post I practically draw a picture out wishing all a Happy Raya... &  One picture tells a thousand words.. 

Ah fine... Forget it.. maybe most of you does not acquire some abstract thinking skills, and may not interpret the picture as what I have in mind... so....

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..... 

hehe...

So, this year Raya was kind of a quiet one... Not as "meriah" as previous years... Well, maybe because all of the happenings in Malaysia has just killed the festive spirit off.... Yeah... blame those assholes above .....

Well, as usual.. we went back to Port Dickson for Raya.. only this time... my bro wasn't here to celebrate because he's far away in Toronto.. partying..(ok, joking... studying? I presume...)

This year, Port Dickson was quite dead... It is usually dead.... but when it's festive season...it will kinda light up... well, at least the weather will be sunny and everybody will be happy raya-ing... BUT THIS YEAR... EVEN THE WEATHER WAS GLOOMY AND SAD...The good part is.. it's not tat hot.. but it's just so quiet...

Even the beaches are like..... (bunyi cengkerik)........


I know, sad right? I remembered when I was small, during Raya.. ALL the hotels would be full.. people have to book in advance to get to stay in a hotel.. This year, I think guys can do tokyo drift-Malaysian style in the car park...

Well, no matter how gloomy is Port Dickson.. no matter how quiet the beaches are...no matter how dead the place is....

I still.. get the chance to taste my atuk's Rendang Ayam.. 

ahh.. I was in heaven for 7 minutes... and then.. I was back to reality... of coz, it's nice to see my grandma again eventhough I just say Hi.. Yes, no, thank you... but she gives me warm hugs, and nice kisses on the cheek that made me feel like a small girl again.... hehe..

Ok.. 1st day of Raya is just like this..

Go Grandma house - eat rendang - go to the beach - build sandcastle - say bye bye - Back to Ipoh... 

2nd day of Raya...

- went up to Penang..

- got caught in a massive jam for 2 hours ... 

- no petrol

- U-turn to Perai to find Petrol station (and found one.. the car can just breakdown anytime..)

- Got stuck in Perai's traffic jam... because the ferry station was jam.. 

- Got stuck in another jam because of the Penang Bridge havoc

- Went back to Ipoh... 

Haven't even caught a glimpse of the bridge, we gave up and went home...

So much for Hari Raya... Well, I pitied the ones who are caught in the middle.. no.. actually I pitied the one coming down Penang... They obviously... had no idea what was coming ....

=)

I love you Bear Bear.... Muahhh..

Raya

To Port Dickson !!