Saturday, February 6, 2010

My attempt to Bake Cookies.

Today I'll be baking Betty's Crocker Cookies...

Yes I know its a mix. You think baking a mix it's easy ah?? I also failed using mix.. anyway it's cost efficient and time saving.


The ingredients: The mix, 1/4 cup of oil, 1 egg, and 2 tablespoon of water... I was so amazed that 2 tablespoon of water is only required in the mixture... ahh.. the wondrous of baking.


Of course, you need an ipod to make baking time more syok..


Apparently, while I was busy fumbling with the camera and the ipod, I heard a splat.. I turned back to see what the heck is that and it took me a second to realise that my egg had just rolled off the table and landed on the floor. There goes an egg.... I guessed this is how humpty dumpty looked like when he fell off the wall.


All set to bake.



but the stirrer decided to break down... so I have to use labour..... with a spoon..


I know why my mum laugh out loud when I said I wanna be a cook.....



After minutes of torturous stirring with a spoon. in the end I decided to go hands on...At first, I used one hand, then I got annoyed thus, both hands.. until I realised I forgotten to wash my hands..


Finally, its in the oven..

While waiting for the 20 minutes to be up, I spend my time eating the remaining mixture.. till I saw this...

Who knows how many kilos I've eaten....@_@


Preparation for the arrival of cookies...

From today onwards, I never use my instinct to bake... Initially, when the timer goes off, I tried poking the cookies.. They seem kinda soft... like... raw-soft like... But the instructions says that 20 minutes is sufficient. I have an instinct, to wait longer.. but I also have another instinct not to wait....but I decide to wait for 5 more minutes..and the result.. jieng! jieng! jieng!

Partial of them were burnt... See what instinct does to you....Don't believe them, they're evil..

Anyway, they were still edible.. Credits to Betty Crocker... Even burnt cookies taste good.. Seriously...

& then I tried improvising it... & it does taste good..but looked disgusting...


Sigh, I have to accept that I can't bake.. but it was fun!!

p.s I just realised, I never wash any of the utensil before using...

Friday, February 5, 2010

5 types of people you will see in the mall on a weekday afternoon.

Yes, I'm back. This is not about baking , because I haven't started baking but I got my ingredients. ^_^. Anyway, I spent almost an hour in the mall and I noticed quite a lot.

When you go to a supermarket, or any places where humans or scientifically known as 'homo sapiens' hang out, you'll see that there are many types of people. Also, that depends on the time and day. So today I just happen to be at the mall on a weekday afternoon. & I met 5 types of people at the mall.

*Note that there are subdivided categories for every type.*
** This is from what I observed and what I think of, if you feel offended, please do know that it's not my problem & I don't care because that's only my opinion, and if you feel uncomfortable, don't bother reading it**

5 types of Peoples at the mall on a weekday afternoon.
1. The couples
The newly weds/unmarried- You'll see them still very lovey dovey, hand in hand they walk. The female one will rest her head on the male's shoulder with a hand across his waist, while the male will put a hand across her shoulders or waist.
Sometimes if you are lucky, you'll see some PDA (public display of affections) actions here and there. Malaysia mah, what to do??
Kissing is forbidden in public, or you'll get a big fat saman and a hole in your wallet.
The long time wed couple- This depends whether their marriage is a happy one or not. The happy ones will still walk hand in hand and still have a lot of common topic to talk. The unhappy ones will walk either hand in hand reluctantly but the female will focus on the shops, while her partner secretly stares at other females.
The still-studying couple- Still dressed in uniform. Some may still hold hands, some lagi terror.. waist to waist. no more holding hands already..

2.The Mothers

The BFF mothers- There are three types.. The first one is both mother's have the same hairstyle, the second one is both mother's dressed the same style, the third one is both dressed differently. Never the less, they are still the same. They will shop together, eat together, walk together.. & normally these BFF's mothers usually come from another group called 'Ke-po-chi mothers'.
These are the mums who always arrived in school half an hour earlier and meet up with other mums who are earlier too and have big discussions until the bell rings. First, they TALK about their own child's grade (for sure, 100% guaranteed), then they COMPARE their children's grade, then they CRITIC other children's grade, then they GOSSIP about other mums and children, then they BOAST about their husband or children and it goes on and on.. never ending.
Super mums- These mothers are found in the clothing department, or the supermarket with their kids who are running here and there and everywhere, and you can hear her screaming and shrieking to her kids asking them to behave or she will call the indian uncle to take them away. Ahhh... that my friend, is the breadwinner of the family.
They do grocery shopping, clothes hunting and everything including household errands for her family. Her husband? They are either working their ass off, divorced, dead or unemployed.
The dynamic mums- You'll see them in offices lady outfit with few inches high heel and a gucci other branded handbegs on their arms, smart-looking and the look of a tigress.. You do not want to mess with them.

3. The benchwarmers

The uncles- Unmarried or married, they are alone on the bench, for a few hours. Who knows how long they've been sitting there. They sat there all day long, day dreaming. & they too stare at every girl or woman who passed them.
The grandparents- They sit there supervising their grandchildren who are about the age of 3-5, running here and there.
The single ladies- they sit there, envying couples passing. Rolling their eyes whenever a couple passed.

4. Working staff.
Les Misérables
- These are the miserable staff where you can find them in the stores or in those small booth along the mall. They put on a depressed face as if someone has died.
The flirt-They flirt with other staff members, ignoring the presence of new customers.
The daggery eyes- These one you better be careful. They eye you down the minute you stepped in into their store.
At first, they asked whether you need help or not.
If you say yes, then they start recommending the most expensive product in their store.
If you say no, then they start to follow you and watch every step you make.
You touch anything, they look at you.. look at you only, never ask whether you want help or not. Until you look at them, then both parties stare at each other for one whole minute, after that only you ask about the products. You ask, not they ask. Who's serving who now?

5. The lone rangers- these are the ones that they have things to do, or nothing to do but is still satisfy with their own life having nobody to tie them down. These are the ones that stroll care-freely down the mall.

So, these are the 5 peoples that you can see in the mall at a weekday afternoon.. However, there will be different type of crowd when its on a weekend. Which one are you?

p.s I'm just a bystander.

Procrastinated errands..

Today, I'm going get three things done..

1. Opening a bank account..
My mum has been telling me to open a bank account, since January. I got the bank application form one week ago. I just finished filling the application form like one hour ago. I just woke up again half an hour ago. I've been sitting and facing the monitor for half an hour and now it's 2.15pm & I have yet to open a bank account...but I will. After this post.

2. Buy my sneakers.
Apparently, my sneakers got stolen in January. & I don't even know when, who and how??? To the fella who stole it, fuck you. Yes, fuck you very very much. I hope your nutsack drops when you are walking in my sneakers. Because of your low-life doing, I've been sneaker-less and have to wear pathetic slippers and got nagging from my mother who dreaded me to go out in heels as she claimed that I walk either like a duck-like gangster or a pregnant woman, or a fishmonger.

3. Bake. ( or Get baking ingredients)
YES... I so wanted to bake something since I came back. Because I was so bored out of my ass, plus I was feeling anti-social for the past few weeks. SO, today I'm going to head down to the supermarket and get something to bake..May it be cookies, brownies or cake.. I'll bake something. & my next post will be how I fail/succeed in baking something. & no, it will not be about the new dog because I've calculated that Fifi has at least, 2 more years to live..


Yes. Three procrastinated errands. Here I go...

To infinity & beyond........

p.s It's 2.35pm

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Finding a name for my new dog, despite that there isn't any new dog.

Actually, today I intended to go for dog hunting one.. I was so determined last night.. I even announced it to my mum 3 bloody times in case she didn't hear me.. I even googled up "How to train your puppy" all those articles.. AND READ THROUGH ALL OF THEM... ONE BY ONE.. Seriously.. I really did.. & then I got a message from Chooi Yuen asking me to go watch a movie tomorrow....

"VROOOSSSSHHHHHH"
... you hear that??? That's the sound of my very own determination.. got flushed down the shit hole..

I will get a dog.. another day.. @_@...

anyway, since I don't have one yet, I think I should think of name for it.. Miss Veena here says that why not name my dog "Mulan"??

Hell no...

Firstly,

My dog.. ain't no warrior.

& I don't want my dog abandoning me one day, to go fight some dog war... and come back with huge bone from the Doggie Emperor..

& what if my new dog is a guy dog???? If other dogs thinks he is gay, how??? Where can he hide his pride?? (Eventhough, I will spayed it sooner or later, but at least he is sterile, with dignity)..
of coz.. Male dogs who are sterile.. have the excuse to be play boys..
Why? Because they can fuck female dogs.. without pregnanting them.. Also, no need to wear condom.. how good is that?? But.. this is just exclusively for dogs lah of course.. If you're jealous, pray hard lah, pray that your next life is a dog, a male dog.. and of coz don't forget to ask your owner to sterilise you. It's for the greater good..

& what happens if I call my dog infront of any china tourists?? Old people will get heart attack because they think Mulan came back from the dead (joking ah.. no racism)

& who the hell would wanna name their dog "Mulan"??! Dogs name should be simple ma like Mickey, Fifi, Lily, Happy... At least when you call it out loud, it won't sound so utterly ridiculous.. Imagine lah.. you shouting the name "MULAN!!" few times and see, see whether you feel stupid anot.. The dog also will feel stupid.


anyway, I looked up on this site about naming dogs (here). Apparently, I found out that there are more bombastic names here... compared to "Mulan" ..
Names like Fungus, Chaos, Nudge(??)... Like that ah, I name my dog "Captain America" lah.

Nah, I won't give such name lah.. The thought of it is so hilarious..

"Captain America, SIT!!"
"Captain America, BARK!!"
"Captain America, FLY!!"

& if I were to call it in public.. I think the people around me will give me.. the look.. You know, the kind where your eye brow shoots up,and you lips which is at the same side of the raised eyebrows, half opens and moves up, revealing a portion of your teeth, that look. (=.^)

I think I would go for the name "Silly" ... at least my sister can pronounce it with ease what. Instead of pronouncing "Felicity" as "Feshishity"

p.s I wonder is there anybody in this world who name their dog "Masturbate"?? (O_O).. just a random thought......... a random thought..

Saturday, January 30, 2010

When daddy comes home.

No, this is not about any kind of new dogs..

When daddy comes home,
happy and bubbly,
that's when work is normal,
& everybody's happy.
When daddy comes home,
happy but tired,
that's when work is accomplish.
When daddy comes home,
angry and furious,
that's when somebody at work is so fucked up,
When daddy comes home,
frustrated and distracted,
that's when work start to get complicated.
When daddy comes home,
sad and disappointed,
that's when the whole family becomes solemn,
because we know,
one of daddy's patients has died.
Today,
daddy came home,
sad and disappointed.
Indeed,
one of daddy's patients is dead.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

New dog? Or not..

I want a new dog...small, cute little puppy with big goo goo eyes





that will eventually grow up to become a ferocious, heroic, loyal and good looking dog..



but not this kind lah... gives me the creeps..



but at the meant time, I'm afraid that if I get this new dog.. my other dog.. Fifi... will kill it out of jealousy.. Oh, trust me.. Dogs.. DO get jealous... seriously.. especially female dog, who really crave your attention.... and of course during their PMS moment.. they DO .. 100% DO.. GET JEALOUS.. You do.not wanna mess with them..

Don't believe is it? Long time ago, I had a few dogs.. Everytime, when you wanna call them.. You have to call Fifi's name first... then only the other dogs.... & IF..... you don't call her name first, but another dog's name.. She will either, run hard to you, jump, cling, and bite you.... or she'll bite the dog who's name's first... or both... If this is not jealousy, then what??? Lust ah?

Anyway.. since Fifi is getting old.. She's 8 years already.. *sobs*@_@.. and it is very hard to accept that she may, or will be going soon to Doggies' Nirvana.. give one or two years.. maybe three... I'll be expecting a phone call from mum, "Oh, I'm sorry, Fifi die already." So, I wanna get some dog to take over the legacy, to guard the house.. and also be my sister's keeper.... yeah.. that small fella needs somebody..

Yet.. getting a new dog..means.. R-E-S-P-O-N-S-I-B-I-L-I-TY.... So means I have to train it, walk it, pick up its poop.. and of coz shower it with love.. Well, I have two months here.. and I got nothing to do.. I guess getting a new dog might be a good idea.

but... there are still many considerations to do... who knows.. my next post is about my new dog!!! And the next post after that is: How Fifi Kill The New Dog.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Mulan

Ever heard of the story of Mulan?? yes, the filial chick who abandon her old dad at home to go to war...that Mulan.. So, last night I just watch this movie "Mulan".. not animated one..and now I'm confused which story is real...

In the movie, (not the animated one) Mulan is still Mulan..
.
Introducing.. Mulan.. in the flesh!



but... there was no Mushu.. u know the small red dragon.. instead... Mushu was a human!!! Yeah... only that, this Mushu is not called Mushu but Small Tiger (Xiao Hu) .. This is what you get from a translated subtitle from a pirated DVD...

yeah.. his role was similar to Mushu.. but.. just in human form. he died though in the end.. and He was so cute.. T_T


& the dynamic Trio, Chin Peng, Ling and Yao from the animated Mulan... didn't exist in the real one... instead I found two person who kinda look similar to Yao and Chin Peng... compare and contrast yourselves lah.

Similar right??


Quite similar kan? Both also fat fat..

Also.. Mulan's lover... from the animated one, its General Lee Sheng, but in this movie.. its.. Some dude call Wentai.. who turns out to be the 7th Prince of the Wei Empire...

The animated one got more visible muscles and pack.. which makes small girls go goo goo ga ga... but the real one.. looked.. don't know how to describe....

and the bad guy in this movie.. is not a Hun.. but some mongolia dude... whom I don't even know..





One of the good thing about pirated movies are.. they are dirt cheap.. really cheap.... and you get the latest movie .. but.... BUT... how much can you enjoy a cheap movie when you don't even understand the whole movie because you either spend the whole time laughing about the subtitle, or you don't even know what the people are talking.. and the subtitles make it worst... Might as well you go and buy the real original one.. even though cost quite a sum... but at least you can sit back and relax... seriously.. throughout the whole film, I was so focused on the subtitle and busy taking pictures of the subtitles....

Apparently, Mulan in this movie has two names....I don't even wanna know how they can
translate this into that... Mulan means Mulan lah.. even the cover of the movie state "Mulan"... the person translating.. its either an indian... who don't even know how to read English, or never watched the animated "Mulan" before...

The Wood, The Flowers and trees.... wth right?

and there's these kind of translation.



I don't understand every single shot at all.....

&.. shockingly..
He's on the enemy side....

So... overall... the movie was just ok... too many wars.... but the love story was devastating la.. both pun tak de Happy Ending...because the prince have to marry the mongolia princess.. which sucks alot.. because Mulan have to be a freaking spinster.... So that's it... Mulan's summary..

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Some people

Some people say they are strong,
but the fact is..
they are being ignorant.
Some people say they are tough,
but the fact is...
they are being oblivious.
Some people say they don care,
but the fact is..
they are running away.
& Some people know all this,
but they choose to not care.

p.s This is just random... Just doing some random thinking for the day...

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Phones..

I'm not the person who is obsessed with handphones... I'm kinda satisfied with the phone I have right now.. although it looks like crap.. but hey, it's still a phone.. & still working.. and, and... at least it's not the big big old handphone that your great grandma owns.. u know the one without colour screen, big big keypad... can play Snake wan.. ( I suck in Snake)..

anyway, recently I've finally able to pull myself out of my bed, and go out (I should earn a consolation prize for this... Big improvement lor okay people).. and I found that, there are alot of things, a lot of small things, that should be captured down and noticed.... that is why, I want a new phone.. I want a new camera phone... I don't need the newest, most expensive phone cause I don't really use my phone that much.. I want a phone which capture picture silently... and not like the nokia wan.. which make earth cracking sound " CHIK CHAAA!!!!" , with flash some more.. Like that how to take lah... everybody also know you taking pictures of them.. Die lah.. =.= ..

Also, I want a phone which take pictures fast.. No need to stand.. focus and wait.. I can just walk by somebody, click on my phone, and there it goes... Tadaa.... Picture Perfect! .. and not walking past, hide in a corner, focus..... focus..... make sure the hand didn't shake (sometimes have to use the other hand to steady the hand, or using both hand, concentrating not to move till your vein pops... ) then "click" ... sometimes.. the pictures come out also blur.. *potong steam*..

Of course, I can always bring a camera along... but..who in the world holds a camera... literally holds a camera and walk?? If DLSR, of coz la.. you hang it on your neck.. when you take picture.. you're already telling the whole world " OI! I'm taking pictures of you whom I do not know" . If other camera like Canon or Sony, Canon especially is really good.. it takes picture fast.. and silently.. but.. the problem is... whenever you take a picture.. the red light will go flashing ... which its a no-no... and the main reason I don't wanna bring a camera out is because...very troublesome... if lost how?? You can't possible lose a handphone because you need it everytime.. camera... when you need it, only you use it... see the difference??

Anyway..I think I wanna get a phone like CKY's one... can take silent, and also deadly pictures... hehehe.. but there are still alot of considerations to do.. so maybe getting a new phone, might not be a good idea after all...... who knows???

Monday, January 18, 2010

Breaking out from Boredom (attempts)

Kanasai.... Initially.. the plan for today is.. Change AuDollars.. to RM.... & then I'll take my time strolling in J.J.. maybe even watch a movie... but.. turned out I mistook the envelope which I assumed containing my money in it .. instead it was another envelope... with.. stupid flyers which I don't even care to elaborate about... and the worst thing is.. I only realised that I took the wrong one.. when I'm standing INFRONT OF THE BANK... Gone case la the plan!! =.=

So.. what to do.. Go home lor.... no no no no.. Before going back.. I must at least buy something.. What's the point of going all the way to a shopping mall.. & not spending!!?? Saving for raining day meh??? 2012 coming .. Save what la.. & Of course, wanna spend, also spend wisely la.. not asking you to spend like a king... get one or two things.. also call spending what... Anyway, since I still have a bit of cash in my wallet.. I just have the urge to spend it.. and I want to spend it... or else I'll become my dad.. Go shopping mall to window shop only... Okay, so.. I came back with a DVD.. and its not any normal DVD... its..

La Corda D'oro SECOND Passo!!! AHHHH!!


Got free CD some more .....


& then... after buying.. only I realised... I haven't finish Bleach... & I have a few more animes in my hard disk.... okay.. whatever... at least I didn regret buying it..

Okay.. so now.. I'm gonna devise a plan.. My Breaking Free from Boredom Plan....
*not arrange in order*
1. Clean up my table......

Ai ya ya.... How to clean???

2. Clean up my wardrobe.....

I bet 70% of the clothes inside don't fit me anymore......

3. Re-read my past novels and story books..

Hmmm.. No problem...

4. Crack this...

I bought this 2 years ago.... & now only I decide to de-code it...
5. Watch animes...
Animes.. animes.... and more animes.... @_@

6. Plan more things to do after I finish the five things above......( ya right.. those five things... takes me ages to complete it)

Suddenly, my dark, gloomy life starts to brighten up.. you know, like those scenes in the movie, a light shining down, then some mysterious voice singing " Hallelujah!!" and goes on and on and on.... Yes...I will no longer tolerate boredom!!! I . WILL. SURVIVE!!



p.s Now, which one to start first???

Sunday, January 17, 2010

First Resolution.. after so many days.

I'm bored.. yes.. I'm really bored.. I hate waking up every morning.. and realised that today is going to be like everyday... a boring day....

NO...

This will not continue on...... I shall not live on every minute and every second in this tragedy....
Well, first thing first...I gotta convert my remaining Aud dollars to MYRinggit...... & then its " Shopping!!!!" for me.........

Tomorrow... it'll be a New day for me.. NO MORE BOREDOM!!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Bye Rebel

& So, we took off at 4.40... precisely... in the morning... to send Mr Rebel back to Canada for the second time.... (well, you see, the story is, five days ago, he was supposed to be on the plane but.. we reached KLIA at 5.30 PM... to find out that his flight was 930.. AM... ) anyway, so much for beauty sleep, I ended up going to the airport looking like a drug addict.. but wth..

Too bad, we can't bring the little princess along because it was too early, and she was sleeping.. So Mr Rebel had to go, without any final goodbye to that little rascal... Ai ya... goodbye for what lah.. He's graduating in May what.. that's like.. 5 months later.. but still..little sis ma.. so.. He drew this for her...

This picture.. is so heartbreaking.. in a nice way...


So bye Jeff.. see you.. next year.. or Christmas .. Stay out of trouble..

p.s I can hear my dad snoring.. from the living room...

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Needles



I was never scared of injections...
in fact I loved it.. but as I grew bigger...
I found myself fearing needles...
I feared the pain I had to go through
but when I looked at my hands,
Needles were nothing,
when I looked at my legs,
I know I can endure much more
than just mere needles...

Real?

Sometimes I wonder,
is this real?
Sometimes I think,
is that real?
& Sometimes I know,
its not real.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Already locked.



No longer it will be there,
no longer it will be here,
no longer interfering,
no longer meddling.
No more space,
no more time,
I'm locking it,
I'm ignoring me.
This is the last,
of you hearing this pathetic story.

Friday, January 1, 2010

2010, just another damn year

The first thing I saw, in the morning of the first day of 2010 is.... " Sugar Up 20 sen" ... W.T.F... See, it's just another damn year...

then I flipped the page, and saw something about murder, some lady was killed by another lady....
See, it's just another damn year....

then I randomly scan through the whole paper, it was just news and news and news... politics here and there... murder here and there..... rape case everywhere, china girls busted for prostitution, Kaka masuk Real, Cristiano Ronaldo looking stunning as ever in paper.. see.. it's just another damn year..

Just another damn year..

Thursday, December 31, 2009

2010

I'm tired of making New Year resolutions, because it's just another " hangat hangat tahi ayam" thing... because I know, that I have a lot of resolutions, and it's too much to commit to. So why the trouble????

2 years ago, and ago ago..... I started the new year, with new uniforms, new shoes, and old friends,
One year ago, I started new year in a new environment and new friends,
This year, I started a new year, with nothing. Just waiting for days to pass.

Guess, starting from 2010, this is when I come to a point where I really have to walk alone.
So, if I'm gonna walk alone.. I'm gonna walk without any doubts, any regrets.. I'll walk my way, & I'll stand on my own. I'll be more independent & I won't be so helpless and pathetic like last year......

2010, it's another damn year...

Sunday, December 27, 2009

I want

I want to be brave,
so that I'll never be a slave,
I want to have courage,
so that I'll have guts,
to jump over the edge,
I want to be strong,
so that I can always stand,
& never fall.
To laugh,
& never cry,
To keep walking,
& never stop.
To let go,
& never regret.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

This Sucks,

I think my heart just closed.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

That's it, fuck it..

Alas, another failure... it's official.. turns out I ain't good enough.. the fact is.. I'm not... I'm full of flaws.. Not perfect enough.. Well, who is?

& they say, when one door closes, two doors open... Now I'm finding those two doors... I'm still standing, & I'm still walking.


yeah, I just got 'rejected' again... LOL.. since Melbourne doesn't want me, I'll go to a place where somebody wants me.. then I'll make Melbourne regret.. * just kidding*... all these are tin kosong talk lah... anyway.. true enough.. I just got slammed in the face.. that's ok... literally, I think I screwed that interview myself.. lol.. just thinking of that incident makes me laugh..

this morning, I called my mum.. and she told me the news, in a way like.. it's not a big deal.. I swear my world did stop..in 2 seconds... well, the great thing about mums are.. they can sense what you are feeling .. even if you are like... 123456789 miles away from them... it's like they have secret fly spies following you around... true enough.. she did sense disappointment from me.. what to do? She's The Mother... ok. maybe she's not so great.. because the cheerful conversation between her and me became a "one syllable" conversation... so damn obvious, even the deaf also know lah.... & then my "fuck it" attitude came.. I was like " whatever la.. try again loh.." What to do? try again loh...

but to bow down to fate, no way..

Give up? Hell no..



p.s sorry guys..

Monday, December 14, 2009

Secrets

Secrets,
can you keep'em?
What's your secret?
shhh...
It's a secret....

The truth
is always a secret..
Why tell a secret,
if you want to lie??
shh...
It's a secret.

Today,
I read 342 secrets..
I thought about it 342 times,
I felt differently in 342 ways,
& I realised I shared the same secrets with 10 strangers.
shh....
It's a secret.



pssh.... wanna know a secret?
shh.. It's a secret.



I'm not wonderwoman..
shh.. It's a secret.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Nothing left, but the end.

Indeed,
it's all coming to an end..
when it all end,
it ends,
just like that...
When it all end,
there's no more going back,
when we all leave,
there's no more turning back,
when I leave,
I'm taking everything back,
once all is set,
I'm never coming back.
so, there's nothing left,
but the end.

p.s for every beginning, there's an ending.. (this shall be the my next blog title XO )

Friday, December 11, 2009

That's it..

The end...

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Who's awake?

Another sleepless night, I bet there will be more sleepless nights after today.... well, tomorrow is the last paper.. and it's BIOLOGY.. and because it's BIOLOGY, it makes you don't want to slack, because it's BIOLOGY!! But on the other hand, it makes you wanna slack because its the last paper..

To slack, or not to slack.. that's the question.

Anyway, the point is.. I can't sleep.. I went to bed at 2.00am... toss and turn... listen to how Michelle snores, listen to what she sleep talks... (she does that EVERYDAY... without fail, no wonder the sleepless nights)... and now it's ... who know's what time it is now..... So I decided to bring my lappy with me to bed... & because I'm so desperate to get some sleep.. *hello? test later??!* I googled " How to fall asleep" and this is what I found.
1. Practice good sleep hygiene
W.T.H.. I want to sleep.. like now... I don't want to take a few days to practice how to sleep properly to sleep properly...

2.Make sure you have a comfortable bed in which you can get a good night's sleep.
like I said.. I want to sleep now.. what you expect to do?? Change my bed??

3.Get into a comfortable position, loosen any tight restrictive clothing.
I'm not even wearing a freaking bra.. how unrestrictive you wanna me to be...

4. Soundproof your room..
My room is very quiet.. excluding Michelle's snore..

5. Play an instrument.
I do that, the big eye Indian will come banging my door..

6. Make up an imaginary friend
I think I'll freak myself up....

7. Tell yourself that you are tired.
I'm telling myself that.. over and over again.....


8. Do something boring..
well, let's see how many people are awake...

Alex--> ooh.. I see him online in msn.. but not replying.. so he must be sleeping.. or studying really really hard... or....... youtubing...

Azizul--> hmm, don't see him online.. batang hidung pun tak de.. either sleeping... or.... mushy mushy with gf through any sort of internet communication..

Chiew--> ooh.. I see him online too.. but not replying.. I guess he must be sleeping, or gaming... studying.. is a definite no-no... for him of course.

Eugenie--> hmm, not online though... but ... kinda impossible she'll be sleeping.. i guess she must be cramming in Biology in that small brain of hers..'

Jamie--> out of the question.

Michelle--> out of the question... really out of the question... predictable, and predicted..

Ming Khai--> hmm.. it's 2 something in Msia.. I guess.. he's still on facebook..

Philip--> .. Sleeping.. must be... or he definitely will not wake up tomorrow.

Priscilla--> if not mistaken, she has accounting paper tomorrow.... I guess...she still studying....

Serene--> this one.. for sure sleeping edi wan la..

Sophia--> DEFINATELY AWAKE.. still cramming on biology..

Weechen--> DEFINATELY AWAKE..I jz talked to him.. and he said he's chasing some legendary items.. W.T.H.

Zhao farn--> DEFINATELY AWAKE.. same species like Chiew

Well, I better stop.... there are still more ways of falling asleep from wikiHow, I just took the one with ridiculous examples.
** listening to music from the Chronicles of Narnia**

Monday, December 7, 2009

The last war cry..



One more day,

one more paper,

Hang on there,

do not slack,

keep on going

and never look back,

shout out your last war cry,

for the year 2009.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

At your Face Bi-atch!

You are such a bitch,
acting like a witch,
trying to bewitch,
What the fuck is wrong with you
you ,motherfucker jackass
I've gave you signs
You read my mind
and yet you stick to her
just like a damn hooker
I've hinted you to back off
but you're just too cool to get lost
but shrugged it off just like a damn blonde
winding that tongue of yours,
Now I'm sending you a message
loud and clear,
just enough for this pussy to hear
fuck off bitch
you wannabe retard
cut your crap,
before I cut you alive
to reduce
what you used to seduce
and make you can't reproduce
that's what you get
for blowing my damn fuse.........

p.s not the current problem in Adelaide, but Malaysia..

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Black book of everything

Someday, or soon... I shall write a story on my life...

and I'll keep on writing,

everyday,

all the time

thoughts,

feelings,

emotions,

people,

happenings,

everything...

I'll put down in that black book of mine,

& I shall ask somebody to reread it

when I start forgetting..

& I shall call this book,

my little Black Book of everything..

December


Today.. is the 1st day of December..
The first day of the Christmas Month.
also,

-the first day of Yule in the Pagan calender

-the first day of winter in the northern Hemisphere

-the first day of summer in the southern Hemisphere. (Australia.. oh shiate)

-the day AIDS virus is recognised...
Today is World AIDS day..

-the birthday of Brad Delson (guitarist from Linkin Park)

-the day Henry I of England died

-the last day to study for critical thinking...

-the last day of 1st of December in Adelaide


Oh, December,
You've come so soon,
sooner than we know,
Snow, you bring to the North,
Sun and warmth,
you bring to the South.
What has happened
has happened,
What is going to happen,
is going to happen...
Bury the past,
and head on towards another
blur future,
unknowingly
unconsciously,
time passes so quickly,
life passes on with a sigh,
because it's already time to
bid auld lang syne

p.s I feel like burning all my critical thinking books after today...
if I do so...in my room... I think this will be the day that Hassan will evict me..*_*