CNY

or in longer words, Chinese New Year...

is an annual season of sore throats and diarrhea.

Well.. the fact that you consume buckets, containers, boxes of potential sore throat inducer food during  CNY like:
1. Groundnuts ( your famous Kacang Ngan Yin and Kacang Pemancing..)
2. Pistachio (known as Happy Fruit in chinese... eat and u will feel happy and keep on eating)
3 CNY Biscuits
4. Bak gua 
5. Your CNY kuih


and for the diarrhea thing.... what's the food that causes this to happen?
- your very good friend.. the mandarin orange...
the fact that if u are like me.. who finishes boxes and boxes of mandarin orange... u will FOR SURE.. I GUARANTEE YOU... be in the toilet... cursing.

My deepest apologies if I just killed off your CNY mood.. but it's true..

Anyway.. CNY is once in a year... so why not just enjoy the food ,  eat as much as u can.. and u can shit as much as u can after that and then ... continue on with your normal life.

and it's better to get sick during the holidays.. because... if u get sick during normal working or school day.. u have to get an mc.. replace classes.. catch up with school work and home work.. skipped school.. rush thru ur report.... So troublesome..

So, Happy Chinese New Year!

P.s I love my Bwear ..

For MY information.....

EXAMS....

ARE...

OVERRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

or at least..... for this semester.....

well... holidays have just started.. might as well enjoy it to the max and start a whole new sem with a fresh mind.... woooooooooooooooooooooooo!

p.s I love bear.

Exams- Pass- DUBLIN

Arghh!! Finals!!!!!!! Next Week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Time to buck up..

  I'M GOING TO DUBLIN THIS YEAR!!!!!





&, will not re-sit any paper on August.....



I love Bear.

CHONG AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

New Chapter... Interesting nya....

Based on last year post, 2010.. wasn't actually another damn year.

Well, it started off like another damn year... but it ended with a different twist.

Well here's a recap of 2010

Starting of the year,
Sugar price was raised... well it was raised again during late 2010 together with petrol price.

Then.. I flew to Russia to study Med...... A wonderful experience..... I've finally seen Russia.. walk on its soil.. smell the air there.. See the people there... pleasant or unpleasant.. It was worth it.

met few wonderful people there...

Then, got an offer to PMC with twinning programme to Ireland.

Left Russia... with a heavy heart..

Ended up in PMC..

Highlight of the year.
-Fell in love.

Well.. never expected it to happen.. Seems impossible... but.. somehow... Love will find a way....
Life became different... Saw more things in a different way.. Learned how to love.

So.. here's 2011.. and I'm welcoming it with an open heart.. No more "just another damn year" because I know that it's going to be a year full of wonders, love and surprise....

So 2011.. .. Here I come!

From this year.. to forever... I love my bear!

Merry Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year..

Ho! Ho! Ho! Merry Christmas!!  Everybody's favourite festive season is here... Where Santa Claus and reindeers are still believed by kids all around the world..

Finally got a week off from lectures and tutorial.... but it doesn't mean that I can have a break.. because 2 weeks later is the semester final..... so basically.. this week off.. isn't jz a simple week off....more like a week of revision..

Anyway, I'm thankful enough to have this holiday because this time of the year is usually where all my family members come back and gather together to celebrate this event. Despite the religion difference in the family.. we still celebrate Christmas as a non-religious event.... So it's kinda cool in a way.. Bleh.. don wanna elaborate much...

but it still kinda suck because I have to be one week away from bear.... ahhh...

So, Merry Christmas to all... Away or at home... May the "force" be with you. ..... ahh..and a Happy New Year...

Love you Bear.

Apart,Inseparable

Hours, felt like days.
Days, felt like years.
We're trapped in screens,
we're tied to texts,
so far away,
five thousand miles apart,
inseparable in seconds,
Just wishing for a chance,
Just pondering for time to come.
When dreams are followed,
when hopes are reached,
till forever, we'll be together...

........and we'll go cupcake hunting too!..............

Love you Bear........

F-L-U-N-K-I-N-G ... for the first time.

I flunked Biology.

I FLUNKED BIOLOGY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ya la.. no big deal lah if you are a hardcore in failing papers... or you have failed papers before.... I get it... but do you still remember the first paper you failed??? Cannot remember never mind...

THIS. is the FIRST PAPER.. that I've failed. in my whole entire life.. ok.. "current life".. for the last 19 years... ok no, for the last...... when did I start schooling ah? Fine, start from kindergarten till now... I've aced, I've averaged, I've passed, and I've borderline passed.....

Today. I failed.

I'm not sad, nor depressed....

Alah, anyway.. it's just mid-term. and it only contribute 5% marks to the final.

I just think that... This fail-fail thing... is like... something significant. You know? It's like.. Wow.. I failed Biology. This is the start... of the chronological events of  failing papers throughout my life....  If you failed once, you are bound to fail at least another time.. once, twice, many times... I don't know... depends on the amount of study you did.
 Of course, I do not wish to fail AGAIN.. who wants to la... But IF... I fail again.. at least.. it's not the first time.. because I failed Biology before what, so it won't be a huge shocking news.. or maybe it will.. but not as big as.... I FAILED MY PAPER FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!.. 

Oh ya.... but... my lecturer decided to give me 2 marks to pass.. because my assignment was ok..  So.... officially... I failed.. but pass because of my assignment. But let's just assume that I fail lah...

There's a first in everything right?? ;P


P.s I love bear. hehe.

Ever since, You came,

I love my family more,

I love my life more,

I love you more. 

& even more each day.

Just another routine.

I'm back in Ipoh for the weekend..

Not seeing my sis and family felt like weeks and weeks to me...

been in Penang for only 1 month.. but it felt like months and months to me...

Not updating this blog.. felt like years to me..

Not seeing my brother felt like a century to me...

Not seeing Bear.. felt like forever to me.. (excluding daily video calls)

Overall.. life is just ok.. great, good and bad..

Nothing much to talk about.. nothing much to share about..

because.. it's the same routine... I wake up. I go class. I come back. I napped. I eat. I study. I sleep.. (video calls are included, outings are occasionally)... take tat routine.. and X everyday.

That's what I've been doing ..

Groupmates are fine.. They're cool. except for 1 asshole in class .. fullstop. No elaboration needed..

Penang is still drowning with ambulance sounds, day and night. and midnight.....

not to mention, infested with noob stupid, brainless motorist and crazy drivers...

but beyond all that... it has THE BEST PENANG LAKSA THAT I'VE EVER TASTED... hell yeah.. it's so good that I had second round. no.. third actually. But I was too full to finish the third bowl.

So there.. a summary of one month.. in 10 minutes..

will update when necessary.


oh ya.

I still hate Penang.

P.s  I love you Bear.

Penang oh Penang......

TOMORROW... will be the 1st day of orientation..


TODAY.... is the 4th day I'm in Penang...

and I am not liking it...

Yeah well, it feels like I'm getting culture shock in my own country ... .. What the heck?!

Well, to sum it all up.. Penang.. is nothing. like Ipoh.

This whole island... is congested by everything with at least 2 wheels... Beca pun ada.....
It's like a mini Singapore... but way way way more disorganized..
The people are rude, impatient.. feel like shoving your fist down their throat everytime they speak...
Stupid drivers on the road, who shouldn't pass driving school...
Ridiculous motorist that zoom in and out, lawan arus, and still want to buka the big light... (hello brother, you're on my side of the road la, shine what shine.. You think I cannot shine?.. wait till I get a land rover and send you flying back home)

and I'm not gonna elaborate about the jam because I just did in the previous post...

And I find myself losing my temper more and more, day by day on the road..

1st day, I was cursing on the road,

2nd day, I was literally swearing... words that I've never heard before,


3rd day, I start giving the hand thing... not the finger but the hand...

Omg... I don't wanna be a  Penang-nites.... T_T.... I look like some pasar auntie selling fish......


THIS . MUST. NOT. GO ON....  Enough is enough....

I'm calm.... I'm serene........ I'm...... Jasmine...

I will not change myself for Penang, but I will change Penang for myself!! ( ok.. I was just joking about the last part)...

Anyway,  I'm orang Ipoh Mali.... I'M IPOHHHHH MALLLIII!!!! Not Penangnites...... So I'm going keep it that way.... Penang cannot! change me..

Yeah.. V^__^V

Why are we not moving?? Oh, traffic jam.. celaka.

I was supposed to be moving in TODAY..


but since Thursday is a holiday, so moving in on Thursday is much more convenient. Ok.. may be not .. I forgot about the terrible, horrible, hair-pulling, massively frustrating traffic jam in Penang..

You know, I'm just over exaggerating right?

But its true in a way, it's always jam in Penang.. ALWAYS..  plus the roads are very squeezy, and small.. of course la jam... One land rover can take up 2 lanes edi.. Now imagine one land rover breaking down in the middle of the road.. I tell you, the jam can pergi sampai the Juru tol gate area.. Seriously.... The island is WAY WAY WAY TOO overpopulated.. They trying to sink Penang like Atlantis izit??

So, Thursday is a holiday.. because the country finally declare Malaysia Day a holiday.. this year... I bet they got pressured so much by the people to make this day a holiday...  Well, I don't think this day will affect Penang... Who still want to balik kampung la??

Pergi satu hari, Jam satu hari... Then, say Hi & Bye, balik..  What's the damn point??  test driving the car on Penang bridge izit?

So maybe, the traffic won't be so so so freaking darn heavy... There will still be heavy traffic, but the road is mainly crowded by those overpopulated Penang people.

Stilll.... have to endure the jam... I hate traffic jam..

Why??
Because it consumes time, petrol, and your patience, and not to mention, being trapped for so long in the jam, can overheat you car you know..  That's why, everytime there's a jam, you can see one or two car by the road side with their front bonnet open... and few frustrated beings.. sometimes a bunch of frustrated families.. stranded at the road side..

Traffic jam... is not a good thing.

Eid Mubarak

I'm not gonna wish you all a Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, because in the previous post I practically draw a picture out wishing all a Happy Raya... &  One picture tells a thousand words.. 

Ah fine... Forget it.. maybe most of you does not acquire some abstract thinking skills, and may not interpret the picture as what I have in mind... so....

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI. MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..... 

hehe...

So, this year Raya was kind of a quiet one... Not as "meriah" as previous years... Well, maybe because all of the happenings in Malaysia has just killed the festive spirit off.... Yeah... blame those assholes above .....

Well, as usual.. we went back to Port Dickson for Raya.. only this time... my bro wasn't here to celebrate because he's far away in Toronto.. partying..(ok, joking... studying? I presume...)

This year, Port Dickson was quite dead... It is usually dead.... but when it's festive season...it will kinda light up... well, at least the weather will be sunny and everybody will be happy raya-ing... BUT THIS YEAR... EVEN THE WEATHER WAS GLOOMY AND SAD...The good part is.. it's not tat hot.. but it's just so quiet...

Even the beaches are like..... (bunyi cengkerik)........


I know, sad right? I remembered when I was small, during Raya.. ALL the hotels would be full.. people have to book in advance to get to stay in a hotel.. This year, I think guys can do tokyo drift-Malaysian style in the car park...

Well, no matter how gloomy is Port Dickson.. no matter how quiet the beaches are...no matter how dead the place is....

I still.. get the chance to taste my atuk's Rendang Ayam.. 

ahh.. I was in heaven for 7 minutes... and then.. I was back to reality... of coz, it's nice to see my grandma again eventhough I just say Hi.. Yes, no, thank you... but she gives me warm hugs, and nice kisses on the cheek that made me feel like a small girl again.... hehe..

Ok.. 1st day of Raya is just like this..

Go Grandma house - eat rendang - go to the beach - build sandcastle - say bye bye - Back to Ipoh... 

2nd day of Raya...

- went up to Penang..

- got caught in a massive jam for 2 hours ... 

- no petrol

- U-turn to Perai to find Petrol station (and found one.. the car can just breakdown anytime..)

- Got stuck in Perai's traffic jam... because the ferry station was jam.. 

- Got stuck in another jam because of the Penang Bridge havoc

- Went back to Ipoh... 

Haven't even caught a glimpse of the bridge, we gave up and went home...

So much for Hari Raya... Well, I pitied the ones who are caught in the middle.. no.. actually I pitied the one coming down Penang... They obviously... had no idea what was coming ....

=)

I love you Bear Bear.... Muahhh..

Raya

To Port Dickson !!

Line Woes..

I miss you..

 Thank god for handphones...


I'm just bored without you, Bear..

1 day of Pure Bad Luck

This was suppose to be on the 1st of September.. I know it's late, because I was occupied on the 1st and 2nd.. So, I'm re-writing this on the 3rd...

What Happened on the 1st day Of September..

(cue music.. jeng jeng jeng jeng)

A few coincidental things that weren't supposed to happen.. happened.... Just one very bad day for the whole family..

1st Bad Luck...(Entree)

The key, used to open the front door...

BROKE into half...

leaving the other half in the door lock.. (its still in the lock now.. ).. Everybody just had to pass through the back door for that day, until someone figured that they can unlock the front door from the OUTSIDE.

2nd Bad Luck (I think this was the Main course for the event)
Grandfather... got admitted to ICU... (He's ok now... He was in ICU for one day)
What happened was, he was bleeding.. from the anal.. There was a lot of blood on the floor, I can never forget what I saw that morning... From his lower back to his legs, was just covered in black liquid... and the smell of blood was just all over the house.. yeah..... but turns out... He's got ulcer in the stomach... Thank god .. *kisses the ground*

3rd Bad Luck..(Dessert)
My car window...

SHATTERED.. 

Just because I drove past a worker who was cutting grass at the time.. I think some stone got caught in the grass cutting thingy machine and so happen-ly to fly and landed on the passenger side window..
The worker just stood there.. dumbfounded.. didn't know what to do.. While I just stared at the window... with my mouth opened... I can even hear the sound of the window slowly cracking..  and
When I got out of the car, and closed the door.. The whole window came down..  Thank God.. it didn't hit the front window... 

4th Bad Luck ( Seriously, the day cannot get any worst)
The water pipe at home..

CAME OFF   (it just dropped off like that)

resulting an amount of water.... to shoot out... 


ALL of this.. happened within one day......

Bad luck or what?!

Fingers locked, Hearts are closed.

When it all comes to an end,
the hardest part is leaving.
Bye Bear.
I miss you already. 

Merdeka?? Really?

My country is a beautiful country.....

If politics weren't that dark,
If people weren't that divided,
If all races doesn't discriminate
If all were given equal rights and opportunities
If they weren't hungered for more power,
If they weren't crazy for positions,
If they weren't blinded by money
If they stop trying to destroy each other 
If they stop working for their benefits, and start improving the country.
If they stop reminiscing of the country's past achievements, and start making new ones.. 

Yes. It will be beautiful.

but sadly it's not... because, people will be people... Humans will be selfish....

and we'll always be defined by our race and religion... and not by our country.. which is absolutely bullshit and crap.. Shame on you..Shame on you, Malaysians....

So "Happy Birthday" Malaysia ...

Heart to Heart

Really much.

Sun vs Stars

When the sun dies, it dies..
When a star dies,
a zillion other stars will shine even brighter.